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Tuesday, September 28, 2010
Hoho what a fun day, full of ups and downs. Did not complete my seven hours of studying yesterday, still got left over 2 hours :P, so i completed it thru morning assembly, D&T and Chinese period lor. That was the up. Now for the down. Got back a number of tests today. Got 3 tests just 50%, should i be happy or sad? i wonder. But luckily CA2 is only 15%, at least even though i screwed it it has a lesser impact :D thought it was 25% and i was going to die at first :D. Then chem test got full marks ^^ one up. Maths got 18/30 only D:, going to study harder. Based on those grades... i must study 2+2+1-1 hour. 4 hours of studying today lor. Tomorrow take back history test, if i dun get at least 80% must add 4 hours again liao. This is a good source of motivation :D assuming i dun overload myself ba.
Ok enough about studies, seen the textbook so many times i am bored of it liao la! Realised tomorrow got oral, and i got a semi-sore throat from straining my voice from singing over the past few days ( I know my singing sucks ) :{. Maybe i will train harder, and improve more ^^ so everyone will hear my beautiful voice. Pui la! long way to go. My goal by end of this year is to slam dunk and to get at least 70% overall. Seems within my range ba, especially the latter, if i put in some more effort now, should be within my reach, despite CA2 pulling me down. Ok CA2 sucks, wadeva, i hate school and studying. Why cant they have PE as a subject? Then at least i will get A1 for something ba. well kind of tired now. its 12.22, going to eat some leftover mooncakes cause im still hungry :D. 1 month of stocking up on food big time and i dont see any progress, maybe its futile, metabolism rate too high haha. I become quite tired in school in certain times lately, like in morning, but its not cause i emo, but just tired only, i will usually perk up after recess :D.
Ok enough about studies, seen the textbook so many times i am bored of it liao la! Realised tomorrow got oral, and i got a semi-sore throat from straining my voice from singing over the past few days ( I know my singing sucks ) :{. Maybe i will train harder, and improve more ^^ so everyone will hear my beautiful voice. Pui la! long way to go. My goal by end of this year is to slam dunk and to get at least 70% overall. Seems within my range ba, especially the latter, if i put in some more effort now, should be within my reach, despite CA2 pulling me down. Ok CA2 sucks, wadeva, i hate school and studying. Why cant they have PE as a subject? Then at least i will get A1 for something ba. well kind of tired now. its 12.22, going to eat some leftover mooncakes cause im still hungry :D. 1 month of stocking up on food big time and i dont see any progress, maybe its futile, metabolism rate too high haha. I become quite tired in school in certain times lately, like in morning, but its not cause i emo, but just tired only, i will usually perk up after recess :D.
Jesusfreak at 9:15 AM
Sunday, September 26, 2010
Love. What is love? love is not selfish, love forgives, love does not hate, love does not make you feel jealous. If there is more love in the world, the world will be a much better place. Instead of seeing the indifference in people, we can also look on their good side instead. I believe that all humans, to a certain extent, want to feel loved deep inside their hearts. Love from friends, family etc. Rejecting another person in friendship is probably the worst thing, the most painful. Sometimes i try my best not to, but i failed. Im sorry. But as usual i'll try my best, make the world a better place, maybe people can follow me. Love is the key to a better world and life. A little less of 'me' and some more of 'us' will make a huge difference. If someone asks for help, if its within your means, go on. What if you were in this situation? How will you feel? Therefore love everybody in your life, make the world a better place. Some more donations here and there can ensure that there will be less people living on the streets. The world is probably more selfish these days. More 'I' than anything else. But what can i say, i am like a bystander only, yet i do most of these things myself at times. I try my best, but i will fail, but i will try harder, read the bible more, try some methods to keep the 'us' thought in my brain. Be sensitive to others. Speak right things at the right times. Must'nt say vulgarities(damn or hell included) I have a strong motivation at the start, but as i go on through the day, the motivation fades, gradually i am becoming more like i was in Sec 1, which i am avoiding at any cost. Maybe I shall just keep the word 'Love' in my mind instead of so much content. For the word 'love' in itself has so much more meaning than i can describe. Because Love is the basis of human nature itself. I think there is too little emphasis on love these days. These days emphasis are more on 'Money' and 'Me'(studies). But what has a man achieved in life, if he has the knowledge of the world, but no love for his companions? Nothing. It is better to be loved and love than to have money. For money cannot buy love. We can live on bread and love. But eating beef steaks/abalone/bird's nest without love is kind of sad. I feel there should be more campaigns on love. The amount of love in the world is decreasing. People think more of money than love. At the rate we are going, the world is going to be a very selfish place in the future. People only do things for their own benefits. Slower people get left behind. I like people who are still generous, have a heart and donate generously. But these people are too far and few in between. The rest are more concerned about amassing fortunes than the people suffering in our backyards. Yes, we don't see them, but there are indeed people suffering among us right now. Maybe in our HDB blocks. Most live behind closed doors, and we rarely see them, so we never know. And also there are people suffering in worse conditions, for example in Haiti/Africa and more. If the world stretches out their hand to them, they can improve their conditions, a whole nation. Mongolia too. Many others. $10 may not seem alot to you, but in their country, $10 can mean a month of food supplies or more. So therefore everybody! save and donate! I shall set a target of 20%. Hope this motivation lasts
Jesusfreak at 8:53 AM
Saturday, September 25, 2010
Just realised i spent last 6 days of my life with my clique. So awesome and fun sia, always same 10 people, i agree with jiashen, maybe should have bball camp, maybe not a camp la, just a full day out together, then after that overnight at someone's house, probably david. So exciting rite! looking forward to it. I guess i just found a new group of friends which i can be totally comfortable with, i thank god and my clique :D:D:D. Hope we can stay close together until grow old, and meet up often too!
Second topic: studying. I guess maybe mugging/copying notes actually makes time go faster than using com. Plus if i work hard i gonna get $$ bonus from my father, if i get poor results than probably will get the opposite result with addition of alot of nagging and probably smacking. But im an optimist! I shall aim for double science physics and chem. Then humanities are history/SS and geog!
Second topic: studying. I guess maybe mugging/copying notes actually makes time go faster than using com. Plus if i work hard i gonna get $$ bonus from my father, if i get poor results than probably will get the opposite result with addition of alot of nagging and probably smacking. But im an optimist! I shall aim for double science physics and chem. Then humanities are history/SS and geog!
Jesusfreak at 8:07 AM
Thursday, September 23, 2010
Maybe i lost a friend, but that only makes me want to treasure others more in the future.
Maybe i made some mistakes, but that taught me not to commit those again in the future.
Maybe i had some regrets, but that only made me want to cherish the future more.
Maybe i had scored badly for a test, but that only makes me work harder for the next one.
Maybe i was not selected for the main team in volleyball, but that only makes me train harder.
Maybe some things are not meant to be, but some things are.
Maybe i had wasted alot of time on wrong things in the past, but that makes me cherish time more.
Maybe i had skipped church too many a times, but that makes me feel all the more guilty to go for the next one.
Maybe... Maybe...
Maybe tomorrow i will be a better person, i strive to be but i do not always succeed.
But i believe that if i continue on things will improve :)
Maybe i made some mistakes, but that taught me not to commit those again in the future.
Maybe i had some regrets, but that only made me want to cherish the future more.
Maybe i had scored badly for a test, but that only makes me work harder for the next one.
Maybe i was not selected for the main team in volleyball, but that only makes me train harder.
Maybe some things are not meant to be, but some things are.
Maybe i had wasted alot of time on wrong things in the past, but that makes me cherish time more.
Maybe i had skipped church too many a times, but that makes me feel all the more guilty to go for the next one.
Maybe... Maybe...
Maybe tomorrow i will be a better person, i strive to be but i do not always succeed.
But i believe that if i continue on things will improve :)
Jesusfreak at 8:43 AM
Monday, September 20, 2010
Increased my vertical jump to 80cm today. Looks like all those suffering in the gym really helped. I also realised im jumping higher with more ease too. Looks like im on the right track for YOg 2014 after all. Now that CCA has stopped, i am supposed to be studying hard but instead i stayed back after school to have some bonding time with classmates :D. Also kind of worried cause i have not done my art yet and i do not have plans for it, while the dateline is on wednesday :O. Handball today was very fun too, played with several groups and saved many, although i conceded a few too :O... I hope there is Inter-class basketball for eoy activities, will be fun!
Sec 1 Year:
The year i probably regretted the most, especially when mrs yeap said: "This group of friends are who you will remember the most for the REST of YOUR LIVES". I really regretted saying all those vulgarities, probably pushed u all away from me, instead i was spending too much time with the wrong people... really regretted. One whole year wasted, could have done so much instead. Last year also i very immature, sorry wan qi, u beared with my nonsense haha. Then the rest also, i know somehow my words had affected u all in a negative way in a few cases, i really apologise for it, will be making up for it in the little time that we have left D:... Pls forgive me... and build stronger friendships, cause i treasure frienships above most other things.
Sec 2 Year: Im glad that things had turned out quite good now, hopefully. But i have to stop regretting about my sec 1 years as it is not gonna do anything, but instead shud reflect on how i can be abetter person : like dun AA so much, speak at the right times, say correct things etc. Working on it but still have some way to go! Good luck to Everyone for their EOYs, hope u all get in the stream that u all plan to! And always remember the memories that we had in 204! wait its too early, the best(last) is still yet to come. I will cry on class chalet i think. haha see ur fill, i probably wont be crying again for somewhile. Unless tears of joy if my father strikes ToTo or something!
Ok Goodnite everyone!:D
Sec 1 Year:
The year i probably regretted the most, especially when mrs yeap said: "This group of friends are who you will remember the most for the REST of YOUR LIVES". I really regretted saying all those vulgarities, probably pushed u all away from me, instead i was spending too much time with the wrong people... really regretted. One whole year wasted, could have done so much instead. Last year also i very immature, sorry wan qi, u beared with my nonsense haha. Then the rest also, i know somehow my words had affected u all in a negative way in a few cases, i really apologise for it, will be making up for it in the little time that we have left D:... Pls forgive me... and build stronger friendships, cause i treasure frienships above most other things.
Sec 2 Year: Im glad that things had turned out quite good now, hopefully. But i have to stop regretting about my sec 1 years as it is not gonna do anything, but instead shud reflect on how i can be abetter person : like dun AA so much, speak at the right times, say correct things etc. Working on it but still have some way to go! Good luck to Everyone for their EOYs, hope u all get in the stream that u all plan to! And always remember the memories that we had in 204! wait its too early, the best(last) is still yet to come. I will cry on class chalet i think. haha see ur fill, i probably wont be crying again for somewhile. Unless tears of joy if my father strikes ToTo or something!
Ok Goodnite everyone!:D
Jesusfreak at 8:06 AM
Sunday, September 19, 2010
Been in a dilemna lately, not that i've been in one often. Well some people know wat it is, can someone help me :O. Realised i was so bo liao i went back to playing runescape, even signed up for membership, another $10 gone. Studied for about 3 hours today, so proud of myself zzz, But most of the time was just slacking around. Learned some techniques to using my diaphragm, however u spell it, to sing, but i guess im getting the hang of it liao, also need to expand my vocal range, realised mine is pathetically small! Now that CCA has ended, i will probably spend more time on revision liao, must try get at least top 50 in level position, dun let my parents down. But first thing i should complete is my art -.-, haven done the stupid crab in the middle :O. Only the background done. Well enough about me, heres something about class outing : It will be the pasir ris chalets, where u have wild wild wet, cycling, the lot. We are going to book a Duplex room, requiring about $180 est. a night. We are probably going to have BBQ, and also hope that some can stay overnight and enjoy some more fun, praying that parents will allow the whole class to stay back :O. then we can also go cycling, or some people may want go bowling, or some wanna play with poker cards, all ideas are welcome :O! we need more ideas to discuss!!
Jesusfreak at 6:50 AM
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Hey everyone im back! reason why i didnt feel like posting was cause i think that not many ppl visit my blog anyway, so not much use posting. but maybe if i post for some more time then will have more visitors. Anyway i have successful reduced my vulgarities to under 10 again, thank god, recently also i tucked in directly after playing basketball, first time. i guess i doing all this to try to get in SLB, i think my interview's coming soon. Its probably the biggest thing on my mind soon, other than going to plan something big soon ba. Injured some muscles or tendons in my arm today, pain when doing pushing motions. hope it will heal soon, the pain has been there for 2weeks, only aggravated again recently. The soundtrak Hamba Nathi from the movie Invictus keep haunting my head! i think i should download that song soon, very inspiring, maybe quite effective in getting me to train harder in gym. I've been a joker in class for these few days zZz, but its kinda fun, but i think some people mite be annoyed... i dont really know... but can see that some people laughing, some consolation ba~. I've been doing great trying to accept more people too. I guess if i wanna be a christian i have to do it to my best, not hanging like half-half ba. someone remind and force me to post tomorrow :D
Jesusfreak at 7:55 AM
Friday, September 3, 2010
Went to Sentosa with aderic, kawchun and 5 girls from Shuqun Sec to play beach volleyball! However, when we went there, we realised that the sand was too hot to play barefooted. could not even stand for 5 secs in the same stop without feeling pain. So we had a dip in the sea, experienced going in water for first time, motivates me to learn how to swim ba... Later in the evening it was less hot, so we played beach vb with some people there and won. Quite fun, want go there again.
Now for today, PTM sucks as usual, it is there to make students sad only lor, wth. And to make more parents scold their children... chinese teacher want see my parents... so my father went lor... Today also submitted my SL nomination form. Hope can get in be SL, but i think my reputation to jia lat liao la haha
Now for today, PTM sucks as usual, it is there to make students sad only lor, wth. And to make more parents scold their children... chinese teacher want see my parents... so my father went lor... Today also submitted my SL nomination form. Hope can get in be SL, but i think my reputation to jia lat liao la haha
Jesusfreak at 7:42 AM