Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Thinking back on my life, i realise i am actually very immature, i still have alot to learn, and i still have to learn how to control some things in my life that i can. Like getting impatient easily, and forgetting to do certain minor stuff, like taking my key after i opened the door. So i have alot more to learn to grow up still. I have alot of problems that i have yet to face that will actually make me a real man. Right now i feel i am just a kid, even though how developed my body may be, in my mind, i am still just a small 9 year old kid. I keep thinking i am mature, but truth is, i am not even a quarter close to that level.

And that is my resolution for next year, To strengthen my faith in God and also to improve my own character. After all, army's in 4 years time, i cant wait until then to grow up, right now i have to learn to be independent myself already, since i have no disabilities whatsoever, and a very strong body, but weak mind and spirit.

Grow up dude. Some dreams are worth dreaming, because with effort, they can become reality, but some are not, those are called 'pipe dreams' and have almost 0% chance of happening, those dreams are not good to be thinking about too much, altho yea, we as teenagers, sometimes can indulge in our fantasies. After all, we are still young right? What am i talking anyway.... Anyway Goodnites ppl! gotta rest for some intensive stuff coming up very soon