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Monday, February 28, 2011
Grr, a bit more vulgar these days. But luckily i managed to keep it under control, but those words should not have left my mouth in the first place.
I have an itchy finger for watching rock climbing and jumping motivation videos lately. Hence today i tried to walk on the cast. Which is a complete no-no thing to do. I had some success in it. But i also realised that my recovery may also take longer than expected. I do not think i can jump until the middle of march holidays as it seems now. Haiz. Thats like 2 full weeks more. And then 2 weeks of regaining strength back in my ankle for sports day. Its an uphill climb, but i got to do it. And i really would like to try out rockclimbing and swimming ah. Next 2 things on the list to do. The other things are improving friendships, and getting good results. Haha just these 2 things :).
Still must study for chinese and do maths homework. Long day tomorrow haiz
I have an itchy finger for watching rock climbing and jumping motivation videos lately. Hence today i tried to walk on the cast. Which is a complete no-no thing to do. I had some success in it. But i also realised that my recovery may also take longer than expected. I do not think i can jump until the middle of march holidays as it seems now. Haiz. Thats like 2 full weeks more. And then 2 weeks of regaining strength back in my ankle for sports day. Its an uphill climb, but i got to do it. And i really would like to try out rockclimbing and swimming ah. Next 2 things on the list to do. The other things are improving friendships, and getting good results. Haha just these 2 things :).
Still must study for chinese and do maths homework. Long day tomorrow haiz
Jesusfreak at 5:40 AM
Saturday, February 26, 2011
Went to school with crutches for 3 days. Thanks everyone for wishing me well :) I will do my best to get well soon too! I really hope my ankle can recover by next saturday so i can run for sports heats. But by the sign of it i don't think i can make it. And even if i can, i won't be at my best. Luckily my left ankle's injury has also healed up! So when my right ankles healed i will be on full form. I realised using crutches quite tiring if have to travel distance about 30-40m -.-. Move from canteen back to class, even though its first floor, triceps cramped halfway liao. Must rest halfway before continuing. But i can get stronger arms too haha! By the way, Sorry 308 for the inconvenience caused. I am removing this stupid cast on wednesday, then will swap back class again.
Recently been thinking alot about my life. What i want to do and stuff.
Currently, after i recover, i would really like to learn how to swim and rockclimb, as well as go cycling again. And try to dunk on the school rim. I wanna feel how its like to be in the air again. Haha but all that must wait -.-. Can't even walk now. Well thats for the physical part only.
I also would like to know more about people, and more people too. Adventure Camp would provide me a perfect platform for it. But theres a darker truth to it that i dun dare to say. My parents do not know i am going for it. And my father would only allow me to go for it if i get good results. If i do not he will surely forbid me. And i am in AC comm too, i dunno what might happen if i could not go for it. Im really scared and pissed off inside, like how he did not allow me to go for intensive and my church camp last year, and i had to fight hard for it. Of course now its Sec 3. The results are gonna drop for sure. By 5% at the very least, even if i work hard. And my father will surely be very angry, hes too unreasonable to accept the fact that even though im sec 3, he still wants me to achieve primary school results. Like 80+. Which is impossible in Sec 3. I only can rely on my class position to save me now. And currently, even though im studying hard for all the tests, i barely passed the last 5 tests. I shall just take it as warm up. And learn my format well for History and social studies ba. As well as help for summary exercises. I should start approaching teachers for help.
Recently songs have been getting me thinking too. Particularly 2 songs I am your angel, and I'll be there. I listen and wonder, who would be my angel, and who will actually be there for me at my lower points in life?
My father's currently the biggest 'obstacle' in my life. I know this is wrong, but i only know that i can go 2 paths only. One of freedom and happiness, but with the price of hard work. And the other is a time of pain and frustration.
I wonder.
Help.
Some one
Recently been thinking alot about my life. What i want to do and stuff.
Currently, after i recover, i would really like to learn how to swim and rockclimb, as well as go cycling again. And try to dunk on the school rim. I wanna feel how its like to be in the air again. Haha but all that must wait -.-. Can't even walk now. Well thats for the physical part only.
I also would like to know more about people, and more people too. Adventure Camp would provide me a perfect platform for it. But theres a darker truth to it that i dun dare to say. My parents do not know i am going for it. And my father would only allow me to go for it if i get good results. If i do not he will surely forbid me. And i am in AC comm too, i dunno what might happen if i could not go for it. Im really scared and pissed off inside, like how he did not allow me to go for intensive and my church camp last year, and i had to fight hard for it. Of course now its Sec 3. The results are gonna drop for sure. By 5% at the very least, even if i work hard. And my father will surely be very angry, hes too unreasonable to accept the fact that even though im sec 3, he still wants me to achieve primary school results. Like 80+. Which is impossible in Sec 3. I only can rely on my class position to save me now. And currently, even though im studying hard for all the tests, i barely passed the last 5 tests. I shall just take it as warm up. And learn my format well for History and social studies ba. As well as help for summary exercises. I should start approaching teachers for help.
Recently songs have been getting me thinking too. Particularly 2 songs I am your angel, and I'll be there. I listen and wonder, who would be my angel, and who will actually be there for me at my lower points in life?
My father's currently the biggest 'obstacle' in my life. I know this is wrong, but i only know that i can go 2 paths only. One of freedom and happiness, but with the price of hard work. And the other is a time of pain and frustration.
I wonder.
Help.
Some one
Jesusfreak at 7:03 AM
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
Sprained my ankle on monday, but went home and slept b4 parents came home. I think the dust in sports hall triggered and allergic reaction in me, went home feeling quite irritated in the nasal airways. Also got quite a bit of phlegm. Throughout the night was a nightmare. Could not sleep for the first 2 hours due to restlessness and giddiness, typical of a fever. Drifted in between consciousness and a dream-like state. After that managed to sleep a little, but keep having weird dreams. And feeling very uncomfortable. Woke up about 7 times during the night at around one hour intervals. I think during the 2-5 am one was the worse, woke up feeling giddy and having a headache, plus body aching like mad, the ankle just added to the pain. Was wondering when morning will finally come when i will tell my mother the truth, and then get some treatment. Woke up again a few times more with weird dreams, feeling all the more uncomfortable.
Around 5.30am, i was much better, thank God. I felt like normal again, except slight giddiness, but at least not so uncomfortable. Finally got up and tried to walk, but my ankle brought me down immediately, coudn't put any weight on it without it hurting. Also had slight fever symptoms although temperature wasnt high. Finally went to bathe and limped down to take a taxi to KK hospital to get some treatment. My dear mum followed and was by my side all the way. Took X-ray for first time and fortunately, there is only a slight bone chip, not serious at all, most of the damage came from my ligament, it was quite swollen. Doctor gave 5 days MC but im so going back to school the next day(today) anyway. And 3 weeks MC off physical activities, but im not going to care about that. Gonna remove this cast next wedenesday, then i can finally walk and do some ankle strengthening exercises again. Hopefully can heal before sports heats. Also got crutches for the first time, so inconvenient now. =.=.
Went home and slacked, played a little dota too~
Today, went to school. Luckily was not late. Crutches is so inconvenient, had to take lift up. Sorry 308 for causing the inconvenience due to the classroom swap ah. Pai Seh. Thanks for everyone's concern, i shall recover fast and should be jumping around in about 2 weeks time! :). TOmorrow's XGT again... wish me luck :)
Around 5.30am, i was much better, thank God. I felt like normal again, except slight giddiness, but at least not so uncomfortable. Finally got up and tried to walk, but my ankle brought me down immediately, coudn't put any weight on it without it hurting. Also had slight fever symptoms although temperature wasnt high. Finally went to bathe and limped down to take a taxi to KK hospital to get some treatment. My dear mum followed and was by my side all the way. Took X-ray for first time and fortunately, there is only a slight bone chip, not serious at all, most of the damage came from my ligament, it was quite swollen. Doctor gave 5 days MC but im so going back to school the next day(today) anyway. And 3 weeks MC off physical activities, but im not going to care about that. Gonna remove this cast next wedenesday, then i can finally walk and do some ankle strengthening exercises again. Hopefully can heal before sports heats. Also got crutches for the first time, so inconvenient now. =.=.
Went home and slacked, played a little dota too~
Today, went to school. Luckily was not late. Crutches is so inconvenient, had to take lift up. Sorry 308 for causing the inconvenience due to the classroom swap ah. Pai Seh. Thanks for everyone's concern, i shall recover fast and should be jumping around in about 2 weeks time! :). TOmorrow's XGT again... wish me luck :)
Jesusfreak at 5:25 AM
Sunday, February 20, 2011
First shall update about yesterday:
Was a really long day out. wake up then go out liao. Woke up at about 8am, then went to lorong lew lian basketball court to play with church friends :). Had a very fun time playing there. We played 2 half court matches then 1 full court match. After that i headed over to xms to attend SRR meeting. when i went there the meeting was over liao, so i just wash some chairs and did 'some' manual work. Thats all i can do and want to do anyway :). Then attended AC meeting. Learnt about more fun games like life and death, and nametag, although i didnt participate in it, it looked really fun. Then went to have lunch with ex-204, i ate alot~. Then i went online to play dota for awhile before doing indices from 8pm to 10pm.
Then played dota with giggs and justin :)
Was a really long day out. wake up then go out liao. Woke up at about 8am, then went to lorong lew lian basketball court to play with church friends :). Had a very fun time playing there. We played 2 half court matches then 1 full court match. After that i headed over to xms to attend SRR meeting. when i went there the meeting was over liao, so i just wash some chairs and did 'some' manual work. Thats all i can do and want to do anyway :). Then attended AC meeting. Learnt about more fun games like life and death, and nametag, although i didnt participate in it, it looked really fun. Then went to have lunch with ex-204, i ate alot~. Then i went online to play dota for awhile before doing indices from 8pm to 10pm.
Then played dota with giggs and justin :)
Jesusfreak at 4:44 AM
Friday, February 18, 2011
We won again! North zone title ours. We beat evergreen secondary, Chung cheng high, Punggol Secondary, Anderson Secondary, Yishun Town Secondary and Sembawang Secondary to get where we were.
Although i didnt play today, our team really did a very good job today. we won 26-24 and 25-20 i think. It was a really good and neck-to-neck match. I will do my own jump training seriously liao, have put too much slack off my legs. Time to turn up the heat again! cannot waste youth away.
Today went to sports hall after we came back from woodlands sports hall to train. So far i have decided to train 4/5 recesses, and at least 1 day after school( tuesday or thursday) and go to gym once a week. and be very serious in training yea.
Have sudden interest in rockclimbing suddenly, bad time to do it when i am actually motivated to train my jump, but i shall just go try it out next thursday anyway ba.
Training: Sports hall
Squats: 10x3
Mat jumps with medicine ball: 50
Pylo: 3 sets
back and forth blocking/spike from net: 15x2
Mindset: jump and turn wrist: 150 times a day.
visualisation: 10 mins a day.
At home: pylo 3 sets.
For now thats all, hopefully progress will be made :)
Although i didnt play today, our team really did a very good job today. we won 26-24 and 25-20 i think. It was a really good and neck-to-neck match. I will do my own jump training seriously liao, have put too much slack off my legs. Time to turn up the heat again! cannot waste youth away.
Today went to sports hall after we came back from woodlands sports hall to train. So far i have decided to train 4/5 recesses, and at least 1 day after school( tuesday or thursday) and go to gym once a week. and be very serious in training yea.
Have sudden interest in rockclimbing suddenly, bad time to do it when i am actually motivated to train my jump, but i shall just go try it out next thursday anyway ba.
Training: Sports hall
Squats: 10x3
Mat jumps with medicine ball: 50
Pylo: 3 sets
back and forth blocking/spike from net: 15x2
Mindset: jump and turn wrist: 150 times a day.
visualisation: 10 mins a day.
At home: pylo 3 sets.
For now thats all, hopefully progress will be made :)
Jesusfreak at 7:18 AM