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Saturday, February 26, 2011
Went to school with crutches for 3 days. Thanks everyone for wishing me well :) I will do my best to get well soon too! I really hope my ankle can recover by next saturday so i can run for sports heats. But by the sign of it i don't think i can make it. And even if i can, i won't be at my best. Luckily my left ankle's injury has also healed up! So when my right ankles healed i will be on full form. I realised using crutches quite tiring if have to travel distance about 30-40m -.-. Move from canteen back to class, even though its first floor, triceps cramped halfway liao. Must rest halfway before continuing. But i can get stronger arms too haha! By the way, Sorry 308 for the inconvenience caused. I am removing this stupid cast on wednesday, then will swap back class again.
Recently been thinking alot about my life. What i want to do and stuff.
Currently, after i recover, i would really like to learn how to swim and rockclimb, as well as go cycling again. And try to dunk on the school rim. I wanna feel how its like to be in the air again. Haha but all that must wait -.-. Can't even walk now. Well thats for the physical part only.
I also would like to know more about people, and more people too. Adventure Camp would provide me a perfect platform for it. But theres a darker truth to it that i dun dare to say. My parents do not know i am going for it. And my father would only allow me to go for it if i get good results. If i do not he will surely forbid me. And i am in AC comm too, i dunno what might happen if i could not go for it. Im really scared and pissed off inside, like how he did not allow me to go for intensive and my church camp last year, and i had to fight hard for it. Of course now its Sec 3. The results are gonna drop for sure. By 5% at the very least, even if i work hard. And my father will surely be very angry, hes too unreasonable to accept the fact that even though im sec 3, he still wants me to achieve primary school results. Like 80+. Which is impossible in Sec 3. I only can rely on my class position to save me now. And currently, even though im studying hard for all the tests, i barely passed the last 5 tests. I shall just take it as warm up. And learn my format well for History and social studies ba. As well as help for summary exercises. I should start approaching teachers for help.
Recently songs have been getting me thinking too. Particularly 2 songs I am your angel, and I'll be there. I listen and wonder, who would be my angel, and who will actually be there for me at my lower points in life?
My father's currently the biggest 'obstacle' in my life. I know this is wrong, but i only know that i can go 2 paths only. One of freedom and happiness, but with the price of hard work. And the other is a time of pain and frustration.
I wonder.
Help.
Some one
Recently been thinking alot about my life. What i want to do and stuff.
Currently, after i recover, i would really like to learn how to swim and rockclimb, as well as go cycling again. And try to dunk on the school rim. I wanna feel how its like to be in the air again. Haha but all that must wait -.-. Can't even walk now. Well thats for the physical part only.
I also would like to know more about people, and more people too. Adventure Camp would provide me a perfect platform for it. But theres a darker truth to it that i dun dare to say. My parents do not know i am going for it. And my father would only allow me to go for it if i get good results. If i do not he will surely forbid me. And i am in AC comm too, i dunno what might happen if i could not go for it. Im really scared and pissed off inside, like how he did not allow me to go for intensive and my church camp last year, and i had to fight hard for it. Of course now its Sec 3. The results are gonna drop for sure. By 5% at the very least, even if i work hard. And my father will surely be very angry, hes too unreasonable to accept the fact that even though im sec 3, he still wants me to achieve primary school results. Like 80+. Which is impossible in Sec 3. I only can rely on my class position to save me now. And currently, even though im studying hard for all the tests, i barely passed the last 5 tests. I shall just take it as warm up. And learn my format well for History and social studies ba. As well as help for summary exercises. I should start approaching teachers for help.
Recently songs have been getting me thinking too. Particularly 2 songs I am your angel, and I'll be there. I listen and wonder, who would be my angel, and who will actually be there for me at my lower points in life?
My father's currently the biggest 'obstacle' in my life. I know this is wrong, but i only know that i can go 2 paths only. One of freedom and happiness, but with the price of hard work. And the other is a time of pain and frustration.
I wonder.
Help.
Some one
Jesusfreak at 7:03 AM