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Thursday, March 24, 2011 This is a very important post. An important milestone in my life. I am typing on this blog like a diary only. I wonder who reads my blog anyway? Recently. I have finally found my life's destiny. What i want to do for the rest of my life. And that is to make others smile :). A genuine smile. Brings warmth to my heart. About a week ago, i read a random post on six billion secrets. It went something like this: One day a man jumped off golden gate bridge, when the police searched his house, they found a note saying : If anyone smiles at me today, i will not jump. And i have since then smiled to everyone. This 3 simple sentence, changed my life. about 3 days ago. I was back on six billion secrets, searching for that post again. And i found it. And i have since then realised that a simple smile can actually make a huge difference. I had some plans :) Yesterday, On the way back, i decided to try out my plan, which was to smile to at least 5 strangers on the way back. I felt really awkward, but i just know i had to like do it. First uncle i smiled to, didnt respond back, probably because i wasnt smiling really widely and he didnt know that i was smiling at him. Second was a lady, i smiled but she lost eye contact with me when i smiled... The third, was crossing the last road back to my house. I saw a frail old lady crossing the street. I waited for awhile until she came near, then i called out 'auntie!' to her and smiled, even though i didnt know her. Seeing her bright smile and gesture back, i was overwhelmed with emotions. And that is what i plan to do for the rest of my life. Recently in school, i felt that our friendship wasn't as strong as i thought it would be, maybe after all i am just a friend to you. But i wont hold it against anyone ba. If i want your friendship, maybe i should spend the time to go and earn it. But maybe sometimes our personalities do not allow us to be good friends, but only border on being acquaintances, despite the time we spent together. But with others, we are able to be good friends in just so little time. Or at least i think we are good friends. I have many friends. But just how many out of them are my good friends? I know there might be others out there who really are for me, but sometimes its really hard to deal with this. Maybe we are not to be good friends after all. But being acquaintances with you is my honour :) Jesusfreak at 5:44 AM
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